Saturday night ended in the form of a seriously aggressive migraine. My vision became blurry and through past experiences I knew what was to come. I took some pain medication said a prayer then laid down dreading the pain I expected to come. During the thick of the torment I hear voices in my head attempting to be angry at God. I hear: “Why would God make humans to endure such pain?” “Have I not hurt enough in this life?” “Some God I serve, huh.” The list goes on and on. But what was this voice? It was not mine. Why are these malevolent ideas attempting to persuade my spirit into agreement against God? Cautiously humbling myself amidst pain and anger. I thought about Job while during his sufferings he never cursed God. Transmuting what was within me, I speak out against any spirit of infirmity affecting my life. I ask God to avenge me. On the brink of vomiting from the intense pain. I run to the shower letting hot water hit my head in look for any type of relief. In the dark bathroom under the flow of water something beautiful happens that brought immense joy to my spirit. I think of John 16:33 “These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.” This verse in that moment caused a cheerful joyous bomb to go off in my heart. initiating a full on hands raised praise session in this dark bathroom shower. How can this be? This is uncanny human behavior. The spirit of God makes no logical sense in this world. This is unbelievable to me. You must understand I have felt major pains in this life. I’ve experienced torn ACL’s, Meniscus’s, Herniated discs, pinched nerves, and dislocated shoulders. I mean, the list goes on and on. But these aura migraines will always be a 10/10 on the pain meter to me. With all that said, knowing that the Lord has overcome the world already gives you hope. One day, He will wipe every tear from your eye. This revelation sustains you and gives you life. After this my symptoms started to reside. Returning to bed I fell asleep quickly and peacefully. Waking up the next morning my pain had disappeared completely Hallelujah! I am so thankful for the Lord Jesus Christ. That I am able to go through life with such love and comfort from the lord of the universe. Thou at times he may feel far, God is as close as the air you breath. I encourage all people that do not have a relationship with the Lord Jesus to Seek the Lord while he may be found! (Isaiah 55:6-7) “Seek the Lord while He may be found,
Call upon Him while He is near.
Let the wicked forsake his way,
And the unrighteous man his thoughts;
Let him return to the Lord,
And He will have mercy on him;
And to our God,
For He will abundantly pardon.” I exhort anyone who does not know the Lord to open your heart up to your salvation. Be reconciled to your creator for his yoke is light. Matthew 11:28-30 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
Closing prayer: Lord, Jesus I thank you that you are the good shepherd who cares for us. I am grateful that in you Lord there is no lack. Continue to strengthen my spirit. lead me in your paths of righteousness for the days are evil. May I see many good days in the land of the living. Your will be done lord as it is in Heaven on earth Amen.

